I have made a huge decision this week....
On my Birthday today I made my decision to find my soul-mate.
I know that you are thinking that if it is fate then why look. Well, my friend, fate doesn't come knockin on our doors. The only way that we have to find out if fate is in our corner or not is to go out and look for it. AND --- Since, I have no life except for a few minutes on my pc outside of work I have no life. I need to find some way to find the person I was met to be with for the rest of my life. I know that he is out there somewhere and where I don't know. I will look to the end of the earth to find him. I am not getting any younger. I am by no means no trophey girl. I have many flaws. I am however very clean and well read. I am a trophey in better part of the word though. I have made some seriously wrong choices in life and I have taken lifes lesson's to heart. I made mistakes and paid the consequences for every action I have acted on.
Now, I am a different kind of person. One who has been a recovering addict and one who had taken a vow of abstenance for the first three and half years of recovery. Now, if you don't know what that means then one day if we meet I will explain it all to you. Promise!
I know that some of you may think well what is it that this woman did so wrong and why is she confessing to what ever it is that she did? What I did was I chose to be with the wrong men in my life. I am a surviver of abuse and I have finally evolved from that kind of personality. I have come to the realization that I am so worth being loved and cared for. I also believe in a entity greater then me (human) who loves me to the end and that He alone will decide my fate.
Fate! What a word! I know my fate lies in the balance of this great entity. I know that my Father won't forsake his own and that he will reunite us soon.
I know that you are thinking that if it is fate then why look. Well, my friend, fate doesn't come knockin on our doors. The only way that we have to find out if fate is in our corner or not is to go out and look for it. AND --- Since, I have no life except for a few minutes on my pc outside of work I have no life. I need to find some way to find the person I was met to be with for the rest of my life. I know that he is out there somewhere and where I don't know. I will look to the end of the earth to find him. I am not getting any younger. I am by no means no trophey girl. I have many flaws. I am however very clean and well read. I am a trophey in better part of the word though. I have made some seriously wrong choices in life and I have taken lifes lesson's to heart. I made mistakes and paid the consequences for every action I have acted on.
Now, I am a different kind of person. One who has been a recovering addict and one who had taken a vow of abstenance for the first three and half years of recovery. Now, if you don't know what that means then one day if we meet I will explain it all to you. Promise!
I know that some of you may think well what is it that this woman did so wrong and why is she confessing to what ever it is that she did? What I did was I chose to be with the wrong men in my life. I am a surviver of abuse and I have finally evolved from that kind of personality. I have come to the realization that I am so worth being loved and cared for. I also believe in a entity greater then me (human) who loves me to the end and that He alone will decide my fate.
Fate! What a word! I know my fate lies in the balance of this great entity. I know that my Father won't forsake his own and that he will reunite us soon.
posted by Unknown at 9:43 AM
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